November 2, 2009

• its NOT over yet

  I'm not perfect neither nor flawless
  Sometimes i did mistake and i did not realize it .
  But i tend to learn from my mistakes.

  I'm sure you expect me to wrote something bad here to you but I'm not that kind of person.
  I'm keeping the promise and all my words back eventho i said i'm not gonna be holding it.
  But honestly you did change me to someone better where i learn to talk to people politely.
  My nature might be over offensive always but i am fragile inside and easily heart broken.

  Sometimes its too late to realize that i already make a deep scar to my loves one.
  but i will try make it up to you and fix it even your heart has torn to thousands pieces.

  how to prove that i love you ?
  i wish you just can put your hand , and hold my chest every time i met you.
  my heart beating faster than you can blink because your beauty always amaze me.
  seriously , i will always fallen for you.

  Today i was fasting and sitting down waiting for you,
  you said it was over and said good bye to me ,
  it always never good bye and over for me.
  its just that i love you

  I remember once you fall down besides my "WhiteHorse",
  i was so worried that you might get hurt because of it ,
  until now i still feels bad about it and guilty.

  The wolverine and arcade machine was best ever experience
  it was like an angel fallen from the sky come and guide me.

  Sometimes i might be crazy enough just to see you from far away ,
  its not that i don't  trust you but i miss you so much ,

  I fear that you might try leave me again ,
  i feels so scared and alone saw you lying down at hospital,
  it was like end of the world for me.

  i will just wait for you when the time is right
  i know i hurts u so many times and i hope you could forgive me
  i know some of you might think im bullshitting here ,
  if you know me , you know its from the heart

  i could write this endless about us ,
  i hope you could see me again and we have fun more,
  and i really DO want to see you get well soon
  no more headaches
  and DO well in your examination and study so that i would
  love you more and more.

  im so sorry everything bby ,
  i really love u . xoxo
  Love you u so much my baju kurung gal.

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